Lessons from 23 Years as a Self-Publishing Novelist

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Note from Jane: In the earliest days of my career, I served as managing editor of Writer’s Digest magazine, and one of the nicest parts of my job was calling up winners of our writing contests, including the National Self-Published Book Awards. John Sundman was one of the winners I called—and one of the first self-publishing authors I came to know and consider a friend. I’m delighted that he reached out to me about his return to the writing and publishing space.


After four years of hard work with a well-known New York City literary agent, around Christmas 1999, I gave up on the traditional route and decided to publish my first novel, a Silicon Valley cyberpunk thriller called Acts of the Apostlesmyself.

My agent, Joe, had guided me through endless rewrites and three rounds of submissions to publishers in New York and producers in Hollywood. We had some serious nibbles—big name editors took me to lunch, and over one weekend in April 1998, 26 producers read the manuscript in advance of an anticipated auction of the movie rights—but we never got an offer. Joe was willing to work with me on one last rewrite, believing we still had a chance of getting a million-dollar payday. But I had reached my limit. I was flat broke and my wife and children had had more than enough. My dream of literary stardom had cost them plenty.

I formatted the book, got an ISBN number, designed a cover, and somehow convinced a local printer to print 5,000 copies on credit. The printer released a few hundred books to me and locked away the remainder in their warehouse. The deal was that as I sold those books and paid down the bill, the printer would release the rest—in increments.

Desperate to generate some notice, I put the first 13 chapters of the book up on my obscure website. “If you want to read the rest of the book, send me a check for $15 and I’ll mail you a copy.”

I established an Amazon Advantage account and set off in my falling-apart car on a coast-to-coast book tour, pitching my book at hacker meets and scientific conferences, in Silicon Valley cafeterias, on street corners, and even at a bookstore or two. Over three weeks I sold enough books, barely, to cover my expenses. I made it back home by the skin of my teeth. I didn’t have enough money for a McDonald’s Happy Meal or one more tank of gas. I was defeated. I set aside my novelistic ambitions for good and got a day job, back in the world of tech, which I had left five years earlier.

But then a funny thing happened. Checks started showing up in my mailbox. They came from all over. Mostly from Massachusetts and California, but some from as far away as Italy or the Philippines. And with the checks, sometimes, came letters of encouragement. Glowing reviews started appearing on the internet too. Bookstores started faxing in orders. My Amazon ranking went from one million to one thousand.

And then one day while I was hard at work at my job at a software startup near the MIT campus, I got a phone call from an editor at Writer’s Digest magazine. Her name was Jane Friedman, and she was calling to tell me that Acts of the Apostles had won that year’s National Self-Published Book Award and that a check for $500 was in the mail.

Fast forward to 2023. I’ve been a self-publishing novelist longer than some readers of this essay have been alive. In addition to Acts of the Apostles I’ve published two novellas (Cheap Complex Devices and The Pains) and an alternate universe version of Acts, called Biodigital: A novel of technopotheosis.

I’ve also had plenty of day jobs—everything from freelance technical writing for Silicon Valley startups to long-haul truck driving. Whatever it took to pay the bills as I continued to work on my books.

This fall, in conjunction with a new novel, Mountain of Devils, I plan to publish new editions of my four existing titles (in English and in Spanish, ebook and paperback), each with a new introduction by a prominent writer. With people like Cory Doctorow, Ken MacLeod, David Weinberger, and John Biggs vouching for the value of my work, I confess that I feel somewhat vindicated. Those New York publishers who took a pass on Acts of the Apostles twenty-some years ago missed the boat.

I’m not going to address tactical topics such as how to format, publish and distribute your books, or on the pros and cons of recording your own audiobooks, or even how to write a good book in the first place. There are plenty of other authors who address such things; Jane’s resources page is a good place to start looking.

What I am going to offer here, rather, pertains to the mindset required to succeed in this business. Some of it may not apply to you, but it’s a good place to start.

10. Have a thick skin. You are going to encounter naysayers. Some of them may be quite obnoxious. It’s always good to listen to constructive advice, but you don’t owe anything to people who are out to bring you down.

9. Get out into the world. Make yourself known. Be proud. Don’t be shy now. Speak up! When people you’ve just met ask “What do you do?” reply, “I’m a writer.” Even if you’ve only sold one copy of your first book.

8. Get organized. This job entails writing, editing, book design and production, distribution and marketing. And that’s just for starters. Read, study, consider hiring a mentor if you can afford one.  Make a plan, and keep track of your progress. You’re now an “authorpreneur.” You’ve got a business to run. Act like it.

7. Expect some failures. Some things just aren’t going to work out. You will make mistakes, and some of them will be embarrassing if not downright humiliating. Learn what you can and then move on.

6. Don’t chase bookstores. Sell direct, sell through Amazon, and through any local retail outfit that invites you. But don’t waste your time trying to get a distributor or to get into bookstores without one. If your book becomes a colossal hit, those bookstores will find you, I promise.

5. Your book(s) must be good. It’s true that some authors have had great success with books that are objectively pretty crappy. Some book gurus even tell you that quantity matters more than quality. “Don’t waste time trying to make your book perfect!” they say. “Keep cranking out titles!” That approach might work for some people, but from what I’ve seen, having a quality product offers a higher probability of success.

4. Be flexible. The publishing world changes fast. When I put the first 13 chapters of my first novel online for free download in 1999 and started selling my novels at hacker meets and scientific conferences, I was hailed as an innovator.  There was no such thing as an ebook in those days; no Venmo or Paypal for electronic payments, and there was certainly nothing like BookFunnel to help you build your mailing list and find collaborators to work with. But as the world of self-publishing changed, I didn’t change with it, so now I’m playing catch-up. Don’t you do that.

3. Your mailing list is your greatest asset. It took me much too long to acknowledge that what all the experts were saying about this were right. Make growing your list one of your highest priorities.

2. Be kind. Be helpful. What goes around comes around. Be kind to your readers, be helpful to fellow writers, just try to be a decent person in general. I’m an old guy. I know what I’m talking about. Trust me on this one.

1. Being your own publisher is liberating. I’ve made some money doing this, but frankly, not a lot. I do have high hopes that that’s going to change with my forthcoming releases, but nobody can see the future. Maybe my big launch will be a bust. Yet I consider my self-publishing career a success, and I’m glad that I stopped beating my head against the “real publisher” wall all those years ago.

Being my own publisher forced me out of my comfort zone. It wasn’t always fun or easy, but it opened up a world for me. I’ve hand-sold thousands of books, and in so doing I’ve made hundreds of honest-to-God friends. I put together a panel at SXSW on “the future of the novel in the digital age,” and I even got Jane Friedman to moderate it. I’ve given talks at the DEFCON hacker conclave, in schools, and at the opening of a synthetic biology laboratory at the University of Edinburgh. All in all it’s been a blast.

Good luck! Let’s help each other!

There are lots of ways for indie writers to help each other out. Joint promotions, newsletter swaps, guest blog posts, podcast interviews, introductions, the list goes on. If you think you and I might be able to help each other, let me know. I’m open to suggestions.

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Amanda Le Rougetel

Your story of self-publishing makes me happy, John. Thanks for the ten tips, and best wishes with your forthcoming releases!

john sundman

Your comment about my post making you happy makes me happy, Amanda. Best wishes to you as well.

I hope you’ll take a look at my essays on JohnSundman.substack.com. You can read without subscribing, but subscribing is free and you can unsubscribe whenever you like.

Amanda Le Rougetel

😎 I shall happily investigate your Substack writings, John.

Bill Whiteside

This is great, John. Thanks for sharing. Best wishes for continued success and happiness in the future.

john sundman

Thank you for the compliment, Bill, and you’re welcome. I hope you’ll check out the substack; who knows, you may find something to like there. JohnSundman.Substack.com

Find Meaning in Adversity

Hey John! Absolutely loved the story about your hard won success as an author and also thank you for the tips about the mindset required for self publishing. I write because I love it and I want to share my experiences, and therefore I am looking to self publish a memoir and also I write a substack–I’m subscribing to yours after leaving this comment!

john sundman

Thank you for your kind remarks and I wish you all the best as well.

Rob McCarthy

Thanks John (and thanks Jane)! Great post. It’s so refreshing to hear from a happily self-published author who, rather than cranking out many titles a year, has written books of lasting substance that people are still talking about decades later. Looking forward to reading both your books and your Substack. Best of luck with the relaunch!

john sundman

Thank you, Rob.

I can tell you that it is so gratifying to hear from people, or to read something they’ve posted on the net, to the effect of “I read this book years ago and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since, so I just reread it. . .” That has happened quite a few times; in fact I saw two such posts just last week about my novella Cheap Complex Devices, which I published in 2002. I poured my heart into that book (as I did into the others), and it’s nice to know that it paid off.

I wish you success in your endeavors as well.

Sharon DeBartolo Carmack

As a former judge for the Writer’s Digest Self-Published Awards (Life Stories Category) this is wonderful to read. As a self-published author myself for some of my books, your post is extremely encouraging. I especially agree with “having a quality product offers a higher probability of success.” That piece of advice is far better than to keep “cranking out titles.” This is a wonderfully inspiring post, which helps takes out the negative stigma of self-publishing. Thank you!

Ruth Richardson

Amen. Thank you for the write up. I am just starting out.

john sundman

Thank you for your kind remarks, Sharon. The recognition I got from Writer’s Digest gave me a big boost, emotionally. (Not to mention that it helped me sell some books!)

It’s also nice to get so many positive comments on this little essay. Now, if I can just get myself organized and start following my own advice. . . ;^)

LeeAnn Werner

Thank you, I’m having a rough day as an author after being turned down for a speaking gig. I’ve sold thousands of books myself and wonder if writing a third is even worth it. It seems no one really cares to read my books.

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john sundman

I can’t tell what’s best for you, but I can certainly tell you that I can relate to your feeling. As for getting turned down for a speaking gig, I have lived on the Island of Martha’s Vineyard for about 30 years. I have good friends here who are very well known writers. There are 2 big writing-focused events on the island each summer. One of them features lots of famous writers who vacation here. The other, smaller event is called “Islanders Write” or something like that, and the person who organizes it is actually a friend of mine. But I know I’ll never get invited to either one. It’s bad enough that I’m considered a “genre” writer, a writer of *gasp!* science fiction. But on top of that I’m a **double gasp** self-published writer of science fiction!! The horror!

I don’t actually consider myself much of an SF writer, but I certainly don’t mind if people see my books that way. I’m very happy to see my books compared to books by people like Stanislaw Lem, J.L. Borges and Philip K. Dick! But that will never get me invited to participate in one of these events. But that’s fine by me, really.

You say you’ve sold thousands of books. That’s no small thing. So *somebody* is reading them.

Neil Larkins

Inspiring, John. This is a keeper!!!

john sundman

Thank you!

Mrs Patricia Finney

I have a question for you about No. 8 on your list: Get Organised.
The question is: how do you do that?
I am untidy, a slob, disorganised, you name it. I always have been. Back when I was at school we had locker desks, with a box underneath and a lid to write on. My desk was always a mess with everything mixed up though I could usually find what I needed by the archaeological method. Teachers would implore me to tidy my desk. Eventually I’d do it and then for the next two weeks, I couldn’t find anything until the books were all mixed up again.
I’ve read how-to-get-organised stuff. It often starts with “set up a spreadsheet” at which point I run for the hills because I don’t know how to do that. I never did computer stuff at school because when I was at school the only computers were the size of a house and lived at IBM.
I’m very slowly getting a bit better at organising. I’d say I might have got to kindergarten level but it’s too slow.
Is there a book anywhere that offers a clear way to get organised? I need simple pieces of advice like ‘put the year first on the thing you’re saving to the computer.’ I thought of that, by the way, and I can’t tell you how much time it’s saved me.
Yes, I’ve tried organising things logically which is the best way to lose things and never find them again.

john sundman

Well Mrs Patricia Finney, all I can tell you is that #8 is the hardest bit of advice for me to follow. And I can relate to teachers telling you to tidy up your desk, and so forth, because that was my experience as well.

Years ago my wife & I attended a talk on “Understanding the ADHD Child” or something like that. We were trying to learn how to best help our son, who has some learning & other disabilities. As the lecturer described “this is what the world looks like to a person with AHDH,” I said to my wife “Isn’t this what the world looks like to everybody?” She said, “No. But maybe we’re starting to get somewhere.”

I still struggle with managing my ‘authorpreneurial’ career. I’d rather just be writing books. But here’s the general approach I try to take:

  1. I acknowledge that I am, in fact, trying to pull off a complex job. That may sound obvious, but people, including me, find all kinds of ways to procrastinate to avoid looking at that simple scary reality. So step one — for me, anyway — is to acknowledge this, every day: I am trying to accomplish a difficult and complicated task. I’ve found that over time, reminding myself of this fact — stepping back and looking at the big picture — has helped me manage my procrastinatory impulses.
  2. At the end of each day, I take inventory of where I spent my time that day. It only takes ten minutes, but over time it helps a lot. The point of the exercise is to learn to be deliberate, to not just ping-pong from one thing to another.
  3. The last thing I do before leaving my desk each night is to make a to-do list for the next day. It’s the only thing on my desk when I get there the next morning, with a cup of coffee in my hand.

I wish you well in all of this.

Rodney Gates

Great article, John! I just bought your book for Kindle, subscribed to the substack, and look forward to reading more of your work.

john sundman

Thank you. Please let me hear from you after you’ve finished reading the book or one of the substack essays. I shall look forward to reading your comments!

Lynne T. Attardi

Thank you for your article, Mr. Sundman. I am a new nonfiction author and just about getting ready to start the publishing search process. I haven’t decided which way to go yet. You have given me courage to continue what apparently will be a difficult journey. I look forward to reading more about your experiences.

john sundman

You’re welcome, and best of luck to you. It’s a challenge no matter which way you go, but with hard work and a deliberate approach and a bit of luck you may see some nice rewards.